Rainy Day

Today I woke up late, like I usually do when I have nothing to do. I always get angry at myself when I wake up late. When I was younger I used to wake early as 5am and jog in the park that's only a block away from me. I wanted to wake up early today, especially on this day. My favorite band was playing on the Today show in Rockefeller Center. Usually late days like this make me feel like I'm not accomplishing anything. If I had only woken up earlier made my way to the subway and stood there in the rain just to see them. That would made up for all the failures, the laziness, the weakness, the scars from bro-......maybe later. This goes to my new friend baniña, the drain you get yourself into, it will spit you out.