Quiet Screams

I went to a friends party today. The party started at 4pm and I was there at 4pm. Obviously when you tell people to come at a certain time they end up coming 2 hours late. I helped her father out with some stuff and then sat around. I said hi to some people who I knew but they never had any conversation with me. My friend went and mingle with her guests and laugh and play around with them. But I still sat there looking at the different people I don't know. The air was getting a little chilly so I got some food and went inside. I had some laughs with my friends little sister who was showing me some funny videos from a show on nickelodeon. Then she went off and did here own thing. So there I was there still sitting there and watching other people having fun. As the depression and boredom slowly start to slip in, I take my phone and played with it a little and put it away. Then the realization comes back to me and after sitting around for 4 hours, I leave.

No matter what I do, nobody likes me anyway.